Thursday, December 30, 2004

sometime things that we want to happen don't happen.
sometime things that we truly don't want to happen happens.

sometime things that we want to happen happens and we are happy.
sometime things that we don't want to happen don't happen, but we don't feel happy at all.

sometime we are happy, feeling that the world must be spinning around us for us to lead such a charmed life.
only to be pushed over the side the next moment.
*crash

sometime we are sad, feeling that the world is out to get us for us to lead the semi-lives that we are leading.
only to realise that there is a guardian angel beside us the whole time.
*sparkily, angelic, glowish whooshing sound

anyway, what i'm trying to say is this.
what goes up may or may not come down, but what is down can only go up[if you really want to].

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

i was minding my own business when i came across this on Friendster.

[Popular searches in my network]

1.mastrubation techniques
2.free mp3 songs
3.new hair styles
4.zodiac love match
5.tips on flirting
6.new motorola cell phones
7.horoscope for today
8.CLUBBING CLOTHES
9.tips on kissing
10.dr phil weight loss challenge

let us bring our attention to number one.

....wtf?
i think i hear the sound of the boundaries of stupidity being broken.

you must realise, it is not actually one person, but a few people who first typed this inane piece of shit out, thus landing it on the TOP TEN at which time a lot of other people start clicking on the link allowing it to rise up to reign King over the land of the Stupid. goodness sake, he even spelt it wrongly!

and in the first place, why would anyone think there is actually more than one technique? what, you wanna try wanking sideways?

it is times like this that i wish to stick a sword down my throat and die.

and i am pretty sure i know one person who have clicked on the link. *cough Brain W.

and to add insult to injury, people actually searched for clubbing clothes. in cap lock. ouch[another dant in the BoS]




Thursday, December 23, 2004

Always with Me [from OS: Spirited Away]

translated from Japanese

Somewhere, a voice calls, in the depths of my heart
May I always be dreaming, the dreams that move my heart

So many tears of sadness, uncountable through and through
I know on the other side of them I'll find you

Everytime we fall down to the ground we look up to the blue sky above
We wake to it's blueness, as for the first time

Though the road is long and lonely and the end far away, out of sight
I can with these two arms embrace the light

As I bid farewell my heart stops, in tenderness I feel
My silent empty body begins to listen to what is real

The wonder of living, the wonder of dying
The wind, town, and flowers, we all dance one unity

Somewhere a voice calls in the depths of my heart
keep dreaming your dreams, don't ever let them part

Why speak of all your sadness or of life's painfull woes
Instead let the same lips sing a gentle song for you

The whispering voice, we never want to forget,
in each passing memory always there to guide you

When a miror has been broken, shattered pieces scattered on the ground
Glimpses of new life, reflected all around

Window of beginning, stillness, new light of the dawn
Let my silent, empty body be filled and reborn

No need to search outside, nor sail across the sea
Cause here shining inside me, it's right here inside me

I've found a brightness, it's always with me

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

The trip is fun! Haha, surprise. Anyway, it broadened my horizon and reduced my lifetime by a couple of weeks.

First there was Osaka, amazingly clear air for a city, pretty weather, pretty clouds, pretty pretty girls. The service there puts any Singaporean to shame and the scenery is bloody beautiful.... Visited Osaka-jo[Osaka Castle] and it really puts you in the mood to just chill out the whole day and eat tako-pachi[Note: i do not mean Tako and Pachi]. Around noon at a walkway near the foot of the castle a row of full bands is setting up their instrument and jamming with a crowd just standing around basking in the music. Wa lao~ Singapore where got such thing, everyone confirm sunburn after one hour sia. Then there were other places, but i'm just too lazy to type them out.

Then we went on to Shanghai. Nice place filled with shitty people. Period.

Ok, that's it. Have to follow my grandma to ShuangLingXi already. Sigh.

-Love is so blind that it feels right even when its wrong-
what happens when the opposite is true?
-Hate is so clear that it feels wrong even when its right-
ponders*




Friday, December 03, 2004

my luggage is packed, money changed, tickets are also with me already... time to sit aeroplane!! wheee~ [a lot of people wheeing, so i might as well join the crowd] will be back in 8days if i don't die from various causes.

apparently i'm habitually trying to freeze my butt numb after every major exam. first it was Christchurch, and now Osaka in the middle of winter.

have been thinking about my long lost friends recently, maybe i should contact them.. hate to see friendship go down the drain.
well, it can wait till after i come back.









19th is round the corner ya?