Sunday, April 10, 2005

first. benji's username is difficult to remember. So is his password(thats a 'interesting' one u've gotthere).

It's confidential but i think it'll be a better idea if i could share it.
pss.. the password's actually "ben-is-cute-n-oh-so-charming-too"
okie. craps... o.O

heez. anyway,
Big thanks for that bday entry ~~

benji really do blog "frequently", leaving it untouched fer almost half a mth.
dun worry... i'll spam more when there's a need to. =]
UPDATE more yea~


i'll share smth to u peeps out there.

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

crap. i just met with a blogger's worst nightmare. my post came out blank after spending 20minutes typing. the only reason that i'm not scolding vulgarities is because i don't know where to start. so i shall just use four letters to represent the essence of what i'm feeling now.







argh!!






ok, i'm feeling much better now.
anyway, gish of what i typed.
1) I went for guitar ensemble meeting today.
2) I miss ODAC. [ hope everyone pass the selection process ]
3) My class is okie la.. Mai Hiam Bui Pai.
4) I must work harder for my A's. Don't wanna end up doing a degree in shipbuilding.
5) I should stop being an AS.
6) Mosquito! DAMN YOU!
7) Bye.

If this post comes out blank again...I'll go drink some water.



Sunday, April 03, 2005

quick update: I finally got the song[ high - lighthouse family]. Thanks JieYing! but i can't d/l it into my phone because it's in .wma and so far i only managed to change it to another format that my phone also cannot read. argh.
next step: find a music hosting site to host the song.

*nostalgically looping the song over and over



Friday, April 01, 2005

new skin! how does it look?
finally i found a decent looking one after all that mindless searching.

well, life in its bittersweetness has not been smooth sailing. Thank God i still have my bunch of friends to fall back on. Without them, i don't know how am i gonna survive in SA in the foreseeable future.

Still, i believe that this bloody furnace is my forge and I'll give my best to overcoming all obstacles that come my way no matter big, small or seemingly impassable.
every. single. bloody. one. of. them.

Finale Night for Orientation was the best time of my year.. Was jumping to the music with my OG till everyone was drenched in sweat. Even KerWin and XinYi came back to join in the finale celebration.
Until the last song came up..

High- Lighthouse Family

When you're close to tears remember
Someday it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high
Though it's darkest than December
What's ahead is a different color
One day we're gonna get so high

And at the end of the day remember the days
When we were close to the end
And wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day remember the way
We stayed so close to the end
We'll remember it was you and me

Cause we are gonna be
Forever you and me
You will
Always keep it flying high in the sky
Of love

Don't you think it's time you started
Doing what we always wanted
One day we're gonna get so high
Cause even the impossible is easy when we got each other
One day we're gonna get so high
High high high high



at that moment, i felt damn sad la.
Being apprehensive about a future there is no running away from is an extremely scary thing.
Claustrophobia here i come.

A lot of people cried after finale, i managed to control my tears.
When i was going off, saw that a friend came back from HC and was crying also.. Tried to comfort her, hope that it made a difference. =/

Well, that's about it. There is a lot that i can't say in public comfortably no matter how much i want to get it off my chest. Let's hope I will be carried through all this soon.